I had a very hard week this week. I am at my wit's end at work and wanted to quit immediately two times this week. I had a heart to heart with the lady that trained me and she helped me out a lot. She pretty much said you're depressed, no job is worth your health, you don't want to start a marriage out like this, etc. Very good points that was nice for an outsider to point out. I think I will put my two weeks in on Monday. Tim wanted me to think it over the weekend and I agreed. I think I'll try to find a waitressing job for now. There is not much available over here and I just want a job. I am done trying to find a career outside of the home. I may try to stop at a few restaurants this weekend in between all the other million things I have to do. Thanks for letting me vent!
January 25, 2008
January 4, 2008
Is It Worth It?
Today as I sit at work, I'm wondering if this working thing is worth it right now. I've always known that I was going to stay at home once I have kids but right now we just have a dog and it is killing me to leave him everyday. He is miserable in his cage and is in it way too often. We should have waited until I got a closer job to get a dog but we didn't and now he is miserable. I know if I leave my job to stay home now or work part time that things will be tough. But they're already tough. I am so exhausted from the commute and not keeping up on the basics. I don't have any energy and I only work a normal shift. Maybe I'm just complaining too much. Me and my fiance have discussed me getting a part time job or even staying home but I am too concerned with our finances. I'm not really sure what to do.